18+ ONLY! I may just close this. No, not a cry for attention like 90% of tumblr is, just a tired mind, tired heart and too old now to wait two more decades.
Most are just too afraid to fight, all they know or see is failure no matter the situations. So they become the one to try and control it, and force that inevitable failure. In doing so, many miss out on a lifetime of perfection. I’m not talking about truly impossible things, or when the other one isn’t worth their time, or doesn’t love them, I am talking about romances of the ages with passion unequaled. I am sad for those that do so for they know only loss, sad for those that are seemingly shown they are not worth fighting for. Enjoy.
That, as the profile states, may be all I do. This will sit here, I won’t close it, the words I’ve shared are critical, full of a lifetime of growth. They are for anyone and everyone; but the reason I had this “Social Network” going, is now gone, has been gone. So this place has lost its magic, as most things have.
Whether little, slave, submissive or other; take a moment and think. Those of us who live this live it. We put time and effort into every single thought, every single emotion. Constantly, hopefully consistently weighing every option to make sure what we say, what we do, and what we command are what is BEST. Sure, not all do so, in fact the bulk of Dominants do not. I am Master, I am Daddy. Every second of my day is consumed by tendrils of thought and consequence winding through the maze of life; all to find and figure out what is best for the one I hold so dear. That I possess. That is property. The one I own as such. The one I named and the one that my heart resides in.
The reason I say all this, it is difficult though I celebrate in every weighing moment and thought. It isn’t easy. It isn’t a simple thing. It is CONSTANT and it never, ever stops. The concern, the consideration of every single possible outcome of every single possible word and thought toward that little girl we are supposed to take care of. If it does stop, we’ve failed. Just as WE should be, and should be required to be thankful for those we watch over and love; so should you take a moment and express thanks to your Daddy, Master, Sir or Keeper regardless of who they are or their gender. Though we may be “shown” in certain ways, or you feel you do, it isn’t always clear; I mean look above at just a small part of my own thought process, let alone ALL of it cascading over my little prism. Imagine how that can cloud our vision and ability to see. This isn’t about guilt or about trying to gain a response for myself, it is just a quick call to give that person you’ve given yourself to, a moment of thanks every day. Something said “Not sure what I’d do without you” or “Thank you” or “You’re amazing you know?” Sometimes even with a reason! It isn’t always something that is easily thought of, but it is something we need. Regardless of how amazing I am, I will be the first to admit it is truly needed. Just as “Good girl” when you do something very well is needed by you (you, being submissives, slaves, babygirls, littles, etc) Use the title, use that one thing you know makes your Keeper melt, that makes your Owner’s breath catch in their throat. Change it daily, do it a little differently, dig into your heart and bring out that truly beautiful thanks in the deepest part of your soul. When we are standing proudly because of you, the benefit you gain is incomprehensible. It’s one of the most pure and amazing things about the M/s, D/s dynamic. I can’t imagine my life without this way of living or thinking. Without the constant flowcharting of thought and planning. Without going over every conversation had to see how it progressed, how it should have. To see every conversation that will be had, responses, thoughts and statements made for every possible word from her. This is me, and it is so very good to have such diverse processes.
But don’t do it because I said so, or even because I suggested it (This is just a reminder) Do it because it is INSIDE you and needs to come out. It isn’t as if we will be bothered by that thankfulness. It isn’t as if we’ll find you or it silly. Our souls bellow for it, though it isn’t why (Or shouldn’t be why) we do what we do, it IS such a delightful thing…and we are better for it.
A friend I mentored: “If they had any idea what we did for them minute by minute, in thought and trial. The responsibility of having their very life in our hands, if they had any real grasp, they would never disobey and never look away from us. We would be as Gods to them.” He spoke in exasperation, utter frustration of weeks and weeks taking care of things for his slave while she was not directly disobeying, but cold and uncaring of her duties and love for him. Me. "We are, should be, will be. That is why we don’t look away, turn away, never walk away, and why we sit in thought 24 hours a day, never stopping, NEVER resting even for a moment, just to make sure the one thing in their lives that will eventually matter most, stays constant: Us. There’s a happy place in doing that for them that most people will never know, would you rather give it up? Imagine the weakness and tragedy that would run over you" Thing is, even saying it where it can be read, the sentiment is the same. Just as people without kids can never really know what that love is like. Or people who are not a “Good” Daddy, or a “Good” Master, can never know what unconditional love given to another really is whether she is; property, girl, slave, little girl, or if we’re truly fortunate, all of the above. These are more “excerpts” and a hint at the ideals that are just a tiny part of every day. What goes on and what we do is always much more than what I state here, when our nature is what we live.
When you find someone that makes you feel like no other, you will be scared. That fear can consume you, the mere fact they fit every part of you is frightening. They will understand, some of us even see it take on other forms. You’ll find other ways to run from it, to lessen it. Masked with other motives the mind can tamp down the heart’s intensity. Sometimes that is necessary for a short time, it is never…ever…a solution that should last long. If it is, you’ll lose more than an entire world can ever offer you. Some connections are “Meant to be”
Dominant, submissive, Master, slave. If everything in the world takes precedence over the person you own, or the person you are owned by, then you have an issue. It is the epitome of disrespect
If you fall in love because someone makes you laugh, what happens when you no longer find them funny? If you fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? If you fall in love because someone can provide for you, what happens when they lose wealth? Real love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you do not look for reasons, you see beyond reasons. ~ Jefroy Hanson
I will not be made into a victim, by one that has been so victimized. I will not be that. I will always be here, but I will not be a victim. So I fall silent. The protector sleeps.
'Until you see two people, owner and owned, existing in a complementary relationship where each suits the other like balances on a delicate scale, until you feel the energy of their rapport, you cannot understand how they fulfill each other, take and give in ways no negotiation could possibly express. Then you will understand that singular intimacy that drives such people on their search for perfection. It is beyond orgasm. Beyond love. It can almost be called rapture.' -Laura Antoniou
Fear, the past, and all things that have happened can take the most beautiful thing and ruin the ability to grab hold of it.